Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Today is the first day of the rest of your life...

Tomorrow the building is undergoing construction in the courtyard. I am concerned about your ears. They are jackhammering the concrete! I guess we are going to hide out at Laurie's most of the day as it is the furthest away from the noise. You need a bath. You get this milk residue around your neck and every few days I see it and think...boy this guy needs a bath. It smells like stinky cheese!

You are a happy little guy. The last two days have been harder....you seem to want to eat a lot more. In fact you woke me at 4am and weren't finished feeding until 7:30am and then started up again at 8am until almost 9am. I guess it's a growth spurt. Healthwise I am better today. My mom arrives on Sunday and that will be helpful.

I am also feeling quite separate from my "normal" life. Feeling the separation has made me realize what a full life I had. Not that I won't now...it is just different and I have to find a new one for myself and for you.

You have the hiccups right now. You get them a couple of times a day. Sometimes they don't seem to bother you and sometimes they do. Gotta go...you are about to cry.

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