We have a picture wall full of photos that I have taped one up at a time over the past 2-1/2 years. It is at the dining table and we all love it. We look at those photos everyday. I see Evan looking at it everytime he is eating glancing at all the people in our lives. He will point and name one outloud. I love the wall and seeing those photos each day. It is funny because every now and then a get more than a glimpse. I see a memory and it makes me stop. Then I see two or maybe three or four memories and it reminds me of how fast time is flying by with E. I get tears in my eyes as I see my one day old newborn turn into a 3 month old, turn into a 6 month old who is eating solids for the first time to a 9 month old who is starting to stand.
I look at E now and think how big he is but I remind myself that soon I will look at him as he is now and think how "small" he really is. Tears always start to fall as I grieve for my little guy getting so big and how I have to breathe in everyday because they pass me by too quickly. There is never enough time together.
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